You are already beautiful, in reality there will be people always trying to put you down only because you are above them. You will have the body of your dreams if you put your mind to it. I remember in middle school, both sexes would tease me for my looks. It was an awkward phase. But now I treated myself differently, carried myself and grown more. Now, in high school, I get a lot compliments by both sexes, random boys asking for my number, OLD MEN IN THE STREET ASKING IF I HAVE INSTAGRAM, this week I passed by this guy and he just said “Beautiful”, etc. Moral of the story is everyone will have their own awkward phase. The more rough you have had it in the past, the more you appreciate the present. You are beautiful already, if you have a problem with your weight, there are so many opportunities to lose weight.