I understand the part about being self conscious. But you have no right to be because you’re good just the way you are. I mean sure, you’re not skinny. Being skinny is not everything. Not everyone was made to be skinny. Beautiful is in all shapes and sizes. So what if you have a little more meat than other girls? Doesn’t make you any less beautiful than them. Don’t compare yourself, easier said than done but you are yourself. You are perfect to me, no matter if you’re skinny or not. I’m skinny and I am self conscious too, mostly everybody is. But everyone is perfect the way they are. If you feel like you need to lose weight, I’ll still support you. Go for it, if you really are determined you’ll get the body you feel comfortable in. Good luck, you’re still beautiful anyhow.